Results from " B " Camp

21.35 ( I have came back from school , playing PC games ,

and still listening to some song’s ; it’s all about Korean song’s . )

14 Desember 2008 , hari ini .
Tadi sore , uda abiz pulang dari Kemah gabungan , 
Emm.... perasaan bercampur aduk kayak gado-gado : 
Lega ......
Senang .....
Kecewa ....
Merasa Gagal .......
Emosi ....

Merasa diri sendiri terbodoh dengan situasi ! 

Kemah kali ini berjalan 85% sukses . Selisih 13% dari target awal . 
Ada 13%nya yang gagal . Gagal sewaktu pelaksanaan .

Bukan karena perencanaan . Gw akui , memang ada sedikit kealpa-an

dari perencanaan yang bolong . Emmm... i can’t say anything else .

Semua sudah terjadi . 

Diluar perasaan ngantuk malam ini , karena gak sempet tidur . 
I’m thinking again of myself . 
Thinking again about my life , Thinking about my self . 

I’m like become a great foolish of this year . 
I even don’t know what will be being next .....

I have thinking about the main problem . And i feel , i have get the best decision .

I have passing a long waiting . I think , now is the time for me , to go out from here . 
 

“ I wanna have a sky , but who can give me the sky ??? “
“ I wanna have a star , who can give me the star “
“ I wanna have happiness , but what kind of happiness I can get ? “
“ Everyone will says , that me is great foolish . Says I’m mad !!! “ 
 “ Everythings always make me feeling useless “ 
“ Always feeling priceless “ 

I don’t want , my destiny being timeless 
Always wanted all of thing changed
Changed become a great happiness for me . 
 whether I can’t get the piece of sky that I want
 I can't tell what is passion
eternal passion or confusion

Silence is my last knowledge 
So i just can silent 

I have giving too much 
But when I get back the things of mine ? 

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