Another from

there thousand people , there million story

yi ge ren jian sheng hua gu she , you duo shao ?

jian ge ren , bai wan de gu she , jian ge ren , bai wan de wei xiao ,bai wan de lei

ge ren , ge hua , ge cong ge yang , ge le ge shang , na yi cong ling ren jue de jiao ao ne ?

ya li li , juan zen xu xu duo duo de gu she . nar she le nar she lei ?

xi wang cong de xi wang , yong you ge da an . ling ren huo xia qu , ling ren she qu de

xi wang cong de xi wang , zong she yi ge gu she . ling ren diao le lei , hai she huo xia qu

Yes , Love is Alcohol

early love like what ? like alcohol

because of it , all love seems like sweet , bitter , and alcoholic

mi ren de jiu jing , suan ai yi yang mi ren de jiu jing

he le jiu , duo fan nao , duo nan guo xiao se liao

fa xian le ai , duo tong gu , duo qi she bu jien liao

Some of mine

我的请歌

作詞: M.X 梁家祥

我的请歌,只四个字

四个字,带表万yi

以十八年,长大的我

之四年让我伤到这样

我请歌 说完了 不弹了

我请歌 完成了 别弹了

**男子寒该不该哭 人都问

掉了的泪 不之不绝

怪爱请 让男孩子哭了

泪乾了 心病了

这样的请歌 完美吗?

我请歌 不xiao shi 还记得

我请歌 真悲伤 但快乐

*快乐的故事 只想到你的

没了你 也还有快乐故事

或者没了你 还有我在这里

等到那天 我可以为以你

那天是编梦 还shi se .

我的请歌 这四个字

每句 快乐 xu yu 你的.

我请歌 说完了 不弹了

我请歌 完成了 别弹了

**男子寒可不可哭 我问你

掉了的泪 心会松的

让男孩子哭了的爱请

分不清 是苦还乐的

问一问 你请歌 完美吗?

我请歌 不xiao shi 还记得

我请歌 真悲伤 但快乐

What on my mind ; what going on

Here some of some word that i called lyric of songs ; actually it's imperfect coz i have not repair them , so just givin some about them for enjoy ..........

爱着怀人

作詞: M.X 梁家祥

这一段时间 还记得堂天

被你过那辛福的天空

地球算没了月亮 还美好地

你让世界百分百完美

真心真情爱着你的我

怕你难过怕你寂寞

付出了那么多的我

着希望你能快乐

那天眼里的天使变了恶魔

傻眼看着你,甜蜜地亲别人

那一天才懂的我,傻的也是我

傻子爱着怀人

**我裴自都说恨你

恨你但还爱着你想着你

我到底做错了什么

苦苦被你bei phan 地的人

是我….

**你说我个坏人,但你个好人

偷你心,偷你的梦

静静的你说谁是怀蛋

远恶魔躲在天使背后

那天眼里的天使变了恶魔

傻眼看着你,甜蜜地亲别人

那一天才懂的我,傻的也是我

傻子爱着怀人

**我裴自都说恨你

恨你但还爱着你想着你

我到底做错了什么

苦苦被你bei phan 地的人

是我….

**你说我个坏人,但你个好人

偷你心,偷你的梦

静静的你说谁是怀蛋

远恶魔躲在天使背后

*欺骗我的心都是你

偷掉我的爱也是你

怀女孩,那是你

怀蛋是你,永远都是你….

**我裴自都说恨你

恨你但还爱着你想着你

我到底做错了什么

苦苦被你bei phan 地的人

是我….

**你说我个坏人,但你个好人

偷你心,偷你的梦

静静的你说谁是怀蛋

远恶魔躲在天使背后

**我裴自都说恨你

恨你但还爱着你想着你

我到底做错了什么

苦苦被你bei phan 地的人

是我….

LOng Time NO See Yah.....

Weee..... about 3-4 month without opening and updating this lovely blogs


Yeah , in this time also , there are many changes between me and my life actually


Many things comes and gone ,
many things begins and disappear ,
sometimes feel guilty ,
sometimes feeling so brave facing this life .

God , Jesus ~ even i shouting to you ,
please give me a place for share many things that i wont tell to everyone ........

This boy , who have ever facing a nightmare ,
facing a day fully of pain and also sins ,
just wanna living with his egoism , with his loneliness ,
while always ask a apologize from his God , Jesus Christ

I'm not at all being as a mature boy rather than man .

When i feel broken and being so mellow sacratic ,
no one will be the friend of mine , who can listen to me then giving spirit for living again

Just that , my lovely blog . Tonight for this time

Nothing ever changes , but everything never changes

傻傻的

这是我今月第一扁BLOG

没什么事, 着因为心请不太好而已

刚上网,没人在上,所以就傻傻的带在那儿

今天的课不知道会不会如何吗

我快疯了

just 2 days , that shit things now become more obvious .
i dont wanna given up , coz if i given up ,
i will become a big loser.

no one care about me , no one wanna know , no one will understand .
even the most knowful person , just silently gone .

i’m not stronger anymore .
now i’m is like just a heart-less person
being played by the life

My Life and The Devil

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Damn.........

bad-mood tonight

feeling little shit tonight


there’s a word , the word i can’t say ...
even i past away from this world , that word , always can’t say .

Gambling with my life
Gambling my life with the devil

My heart already blind , blind of something can’t understand , can’t describe .

Freezing
Blind
Hurting

Harus bertahan atau menerimanya dengan penuh kesakitan
Menunggu kepastian takberujung untuk masa depan .....
Tak pernah bisa menjawab

Lebih baik butakan saja penglihatanku
Lumpuhkan saja diriku

Dengan diberi karunia sebaik ini saja , wa tak pernah membahagiakan diri sendiri .
mungkin dengan sedikit kekurangan , wa bisa memaknai hidup lebih baik .

Lebih baik diam , daripada berbicara , tapi sia-sia
Lebih baik diam , daripada membuat masalah

Mengingkari kenyataan , berpura-pura pada dunia ......

행복하게 살아줘

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24-01-2009_20.41.22.00

행복하게 살아줘 read as haengbokage sarajweo
행복하게 살아줘 means live happily

jeouman haengbokage sarajweo

Live happily was my dream passing these days....

feeling too broken today ....
thinking too much shit things
what the hell it is ....

fingers flowing slowly up the keyboard ,
writing down heart voice of ones

the story that don’t know when begin , when finish
the story that don’t know where it’s began , where will end ...

2 days till lunar new year , i don’t wanna greets the new year with many preparation .

24......25.....then 26..... , it’s Lunar New Year ...
what i get from the lunar ?

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Teriakan tak bergeming
Tangisan tak membasahi

Apa , Kenapa , Mengapa , Untuk Apa ?

Sesuatu , berujung , berujung dengan kekosongan

I even don’t know why i can’t move on , what must i do ?

Waktu juga akan melewatkan semua ini
Waktu akan menghilangkannya ....
Apa daya .....

shining heart with shining pain ................................

Too much hurt can make someone being mellow-sacratic ~~~ ......

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20-01-2009_21.42.21.49

Barrack Obama Inauguration Day’s

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Hurting own feeling~~

Feeling own hurting~~

Heart~Feel~Hurt ~ ~ Are they same ?

Feeling Hurting Heart

Hurting Heart and Feeling

Feel Hurt

Hurt Heart

Just something to tell.....

Too much hurt can make someone being mellow-sacratic ~~~ ......

Kata tak ter-rangkai , hidup tak berkerangka , mati pun sia-sia

W.X3.M^®

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18-01-2009_20.25.21.10

eat very full tonight .

after dinner , then some cookies and bread .

hem , very full .....

yesterday also , went to indra’s home stay weekend ...

so tonight , wanted go to sleep earlier .

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

some scene of life makes me feeling uncomfortable ......

i don’t know ..... .....

anything have changed ...

i don’t think so , for what i still alive now ...... hm....

lunar new year coming soon ....

havn’t something special moment greeting this new year .....

still writing some chapter of life-story

still changing the life story

still searching , still looking

still thinking , still dreaming

freezing

under tension , under domination

i wanna life should go on ...

life must changed or

the world must changed ..... ?????

me

my life

my world

my destiny

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masi lum kembali ngutak-ngatik lirik ....

entah mengapa , merasa diri sendiri bukan orang yang puitis banget ...

Is writing a song very difficult ?

bagian puitis , menjadikan lirik lebih indah dan bermakna

emosi nya harus ada .

Disatu sisi jika mengulang emosi yang pernah ada , wa malas en takut .

Sejauh ini uda keluar dari keadaan kurang menyenangkan ,

tak lagi mencemaskan hal-hal tak penting

tak lagi menangisi hal-hal konyol .

Jika harus kembali kesana , demi menemukan emosi yang bagus ,

I’m tired .

Capek , en takut setelah pergi , tak mampu kembali lagi .

Disisi lain , tanpa emosi , lirik akan susah dibuat .

i think , i must studied more .

Hidup selain disibukkan aktivitas rutin , juga dipenuhi beban pikiran ,

beban bathin , beban psikologis .

luka lahir bathin , cedera jasmani rohani .

Sejauh merasa , merasa segala sesuatu tak menyenangkan .

But di balik semuanya , sisi lain diriku mengatakan .

“ That’s the happiness , passing day with routinity .

With friends , family , and peoples “ .

In the other side , i know , what i want , the dreams , haven’t be realized .

But this life was like this . Be a mature thinker , that all not only pain .

There’re also happiness . Only your feeling . That’s the feeling “

hurting own self , hurting another .....

i don’t wanna talk to another , i wanna put in myself .

yaph , selfishness

Kata tak ter-rangkai , hidup tak berkerangka , mati pun sia-sia

luka tak terhapus , malah lebih terlihat .... nyata

aku...lumpuh ...

harus kembali menata pikiran , menenangkan hati , belajar berdiri ,

berjalan , berlari ....

Must i said that : “ It’s better if i’m blind .

I dont wanna see anything again . ??????? ”

Di usia menginjak 20 , wa ingin ini semua berakhir .

Wa pengen di ulang tahun ke 20 . Wa bisa lebih tahu arti hidup .

I wanna when I’m 20 years old . I have , the real new , full happiness chapter

( 16 , 17 , 18 , 19 , 20 ............... ................. .................. ................... .................... )

Making loneliness all the more obvious

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Making loneliness all the more obvious

this time , listening some songs feels very calming

loneliness more obvious......

stopping in this place

was the ..... most hurt step .....

steping foward , i don’t know how

this time , listening some songs feels very calming

我都学不会

把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑

哭不敢哭

能不能不爱了

因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了

却无法把你忘了

then , the heart feezing

waiting the time melting .....

after snowing , i will melting

built from the ice ....

Shit!~!!!!

Suddenly , feeling wanna typing something ....

Today , i haven’t mood for repair or making lyrics.

Beberapa ari ini , wa ditenggelamkan oleh lagunya TVXQ , Love in the Ice and Neoul Baraboda ( After Glow ) ....

Inti dari lyricnya ga terlalu gimana juga la .

Lagunya juga gak sakratis amat .... yach mellow .... sejujurnya .

Hmm..ujian akhir 2 minggu ini kekna akan mulus banget .

I must get A for this term .

Hm...nothing mood tonight ... wanna sleep earlier .

Appa , Amma . Norul Saranghae .... !!!!!

Annyong , Cheoljae ....

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Shit !

abis online pagi .

Setelah ampe di rumah , then having lunch .

Wa tersentak . Read the synopsis of a book , who brought by my sister . Shit there is !!!!!

Dari semalam emang uda mau rencana nulis blog . Wa lagi capek .....!

seolah dunia serba salah

ini salah , itu salah , semua serba salah

runtuhkan saja dunia

biarkan semua kesalahan lenyap

seiring isak , teriakan , makian , dan derita .

era kegelapan datang kembali

haruskah awal tahun ini diselimuti kegelapan lagi ?

in my dream , i dreaming the fighting of horse and bull , then the horse hurting .

Is this the sign ?

ketika tak lagi memperdulikan dunia

semuanya datang menghadang .

kapan harus selesai ?

ketika tersesat di dunia yang salah

apakah jalan keluar hanya kebinasaan ?

menyesali masuk ke dunia yang salah

melihat kebelakang penuh kegelapan

butakan saja aku ,

agar ku tak lagi takut berjalan ke belakang .

berjalan ke belakang adalah salah

lebih bodoh lagi bila berjalan kedepan , dan mengikuti arus

dan semakin menjadi-jadi .

semua serba salah

dunia atau aku yang salah

sesal tercipta seperti ini .

i’ve walking at wrong way .

make me blind , then i willn’t see anything again .

it’s enough , i have see all things i hav see it .

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after reading some chapter from that book , feelings waking up .

actually , i’m not ready .

i don’t know when i will

hopes it’s comes earlier .

my pain come from love

my sins and pains come from my life

keep trying and believed i can

i think that’s the way

i hav a thought , that i havn’t an artistic

i need more practice , and destiny .

Art

Music

Entertainment

I like to get in to there .

Tired...

really tired......

Hoping i’m ready earlier ..

ready stepping fowards again !!

허겡디!!!!

annyong...cheoljae