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18-01-2009_20.25.21.10
eat very full tonight .
after dinner , then some cookies and bread .
hem , very full .....
yesterday also , went to indra’s home stay weekend ...
so tonight , wanted go to sleep earlier .
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some scene of life makes me feeling uncomfortable ......
i don’t know ..... .....
anything have changed ...
i don’t think so , for what i still alive now ...... hm....
lunar new year coming soon ....
havn’t something special moment greeting this new year .....
still writing some chapter of life-story
still changing the life story
still searching , still looking
still thinking , still dreaming
freezing
under tension , under domination
i wanna life should go on ...
life must changed or
the world must changed ..... ?????
me
my life
my world
my destiny
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masi lum kembali ngutak-ngatik lirik ....
entah mengapa , merasa diri sendiri bukan orang yang puitis banget ...
Is writing a song very difficult ?
bagian puitis , menjadikan lirik lebih indah dan bermakna
emosi nya harus ada .
Disatu sisi jika mengulang emosi yang pernah ada , wa malas en takut .
Sejauh ini uda keluar dari keadaan kurang menyenangkan ,
tak lagi mencemaskan hal-hal tak penting
tak lagi menangisi hal-hal konyol .
Jika harus kembali kesana , demi menemukan emosi yang bagus ,
I’m tired .
Capek , en takut setelah pergi , tak mampu kembali lagi .
Disisi lain , tanpa emosi , lirik akan susah dibuat .
i think , i must studied more .
Hidup selain disibukkan aktivitas rutin , juga dipenuhi beban pikiran ,
beban bathin , beban psikologis .
luka lahir bathin , cedera jasmani rohani .
Sejauh merasa , merasa segala sesuatu tak menyenangkan .
But di balik semuanya , sisi lain diriku mengatakan .
“ That’s the happiness , passing day with routinity .
With friends , family , and peoples “ .
In the other side , i know , what i want , the dreams , haven’t be realized .
But this life was like this . Be a mature thinker , that all not only pain .
There’re also happiness . Only your feeling . That’s the feeling “
hurting own self , hurting another .....
i don’t wanna talk to another , i wanna put in myself .
yaph , selfishness
Kata tak ter-rangkai , hidup tak berkerangka , mati pun sia-sia
luka tak terhapus , malah lebih terlihat .... nyata
aku...lumpuh ...
harus kembali menata pikiran , menenangkan hati , belajar berdiri ,
berjalan , berlari ....
Must i said that : “ It’s better if i’m blind .
I dont wanna see anything again . ??????? ”
Di usia menginjak 20 , wa ingin ini semua berakhir .
Wa pengen di ulang tahun ke 20 . Wa bisa lebih tahu arti hidup .
I wanna when I’m 20 years old . I have , the real new , full happiness chapter
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