Selasa, 13 Januari 2009

Making loneliness all the more obvious

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13-01-2009_20.39.20.54
Making loneliness all the more obvious

this time , listening some songs feels very calming

loneliness more obvious......

stopping in this place

was the ..... most hurt step .....

steping foward , i don’t know how

this time , listening some songs feels very calming

我都学不会

把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑

哭不敢哭

能不能不爱了

因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了

却无法把你忘了

then , the heart feezing

waiting the time melting .....

after snowing , i will melting

built from the ice ....

Shit!~!!!!

Suddenly , feeling wanna typing something ....

Today , i haven’t mood for repair or making lyrics.

Beberapa ari ini , wa ditenggelamkan oleh lagunya TVXQ , Love in the Ice and Neoul Baraboda ( After Glow ) ....

Inti dari lyricnya ga terlalu gimana juga la .

Lagunya juga gak sakratis amat .... yach mellow .... sejujurnya .

Hmm..ujian akhir 2 minggu ini kekna akan mulus banget .

I must get A for this term .

Hm...nothing mood tonight ... wanna sleep earlier .

Appa , Amma . Norul Saranghae .... !!!!!

Annyong , Cheoljae ....


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Shit !

abis online pagi .

Setelah ampe di rumah , then having lunch .

Wa tersentak . Read the synopsis of a book , who brought by my sister . Shit there is !!!!!

Dari semalam emang uda mau rencana nulis blog . Wa lagi capek .....!

seolah dunia serba salah

ini salah , itu salah , semua serba salah

runtuhkan saja dunia

biarkan semua kesalahan lenyap

seiring isak , teriakan , makian , dan derita .

era kegelapan datang kembali

haruskah awal tahun ini diselimuti kegelapan lagi ?

in my dream , i dreaming the fighting of horse and bull , then the horse hurting .

Is this the sign ?

ketika tak lagi memperdulikan dunia

semuanya datang menghadang .

kapan harus selesai ?

ketika tersesat di dunia yang salah

apakah jalan keluar hanya kebinasaan ?

menyesali masuk ke dunia yang salah

melihat kebelakang penuh kegelapan

butakan saja aku ,

agar ku tak lagi takut berjalan ke belakang .

berjalan ke belakang adalah salah

lebih bodoh lagi bila berjalan kedepan , dan mengikuti arus

dan semakin menjadi-jadi .

semua serba salah

dunia atau aku yang salah

sesal tercipta seperti ini .

i’ve walking at wrong way .

make me blind , then i willn’t see anything again .

it’s enough , i have see all things i hav see it .

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after reading some chapter from that book , feelings waking up .

actually , i’m not ready .

i don’t know when i will

hopes it’s comes earlier .

my pain come from love

my sins and pains come from my life

keep trying and believed i can

i think that’s the way

i hav a thought , that i havn’t an artistic

i need more practice , and destiny .

Art

Music

Entertainment

I like to get in to there .


Tired...

really tired......


Hoping i’m ready earlier ..

ready stepping fowards again !!

허겡디!!!!

annyong...cheoljae



Selasa, 23 Desember 2008

Happy Mom’s Day !!! Mom... . Norul Saranghae ...... !!!!!!

67_4-4rom de White-Shine _=_Xian_XiA-hn_Xian-G _=_Makmur Wijaya
22-12-2008_20.35.20.45
동방신기(-노을..바라보다-)


Yesterday was History
Tomorrow is Mystery 
and
Today is Present
 

I Love Indonesia & Korea

愛=痛=傷

Hm....ari ini baru aja pulang dari kuliah ( Pulang awal , coz IBD ngambil nilai ) ...

Hm..... today just past many scene of life . Maybe i said i like that scene all . Hmm....
Ari ini , juga uda dapat lyric and terjemahannya 노을..바라보다
bacanya Noeul… Baraboda artinya ... After Glow . 

Lagu ini lirik ditulis ama Xiah Kim Jun Su .....
( owch .... my elder brother ???? Mr.Kim Jun Su ? ) . 

Wew , pengen dunk sama seperti beliau ..... hahhahhahahahaahhahahahahhhaahhahahahhah....
Emmm...just wanna telling this 4 tonight . 
Missing my Father , Christ , Moms Mary . 
And i love my Dad , my Mom , my Sister . 
Norul saranghae appa ....
Norul saranghae amma ....

Happy Mom’s Day !!! Mom... .
Norul Saranghae ...... !!!!!!


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Minggu, 21 Desember 2008

I Love Indonesia & Korea

Em... ngomong2 soal soundtrack film . Let’s talk about my experience and my habit when watching film .

Emmmmm.... biarpun gw ini adalah salah satu maniak Korea

( bisa dibilang korban luka berat akibat Hallyu alias Korean Wave ) ,

gw baru atau lebih tepat hanya pernah menonton total 1 serial Korea

and 1 film lepas made in Korea .


Hahahahhahhahhah... mungkin aneh ..... tapi yach , that’s me .
Wajar sech kekna .....

Serial yang kutonton full hanya 1 , yang gak full 1 juga .
Yang full itu serial buatan MBC ( kalo gak salah ) ...... yakni serial Princess Hours yang dimaenkan Joo Ji Hyun , Yoon Yi Hoo ( klo gak salah nulis la ) en Kim ... apalah namanya .

Nb : Salah satu pemeran wanita nya , namanya lupa .

Princess Hours salah satu yang membuat kantung air di mata gw meledak

( That’s too sad shit !!!! ) .

Yang gak full ya , serial Coffee Prince , by Yoon Yi Hoo ( lagi ) and Gong Yoo ..... . Itu serial lumayan la ..... kocak , cuman sayang blum abis nontonnya .

Em... ngomong2 soal aktris Korea yang wa suka itu salah satunya adalah Yoon Yi Hoo , em... she’s soo cute , beautiful , and etc ( it’s hard to be describe ) .

Em.. kalo dikasi , maunya jadiin dy itu kakak aja de .

Hahhahahahhahah.... masa gw musti bilang : “ Yi Hoo noona , norul saranghae ....... !!!! “ ( wkwkwkwkwkwkwk .... LoL ) .

Tapi kalo dsuruh bilang : “ Yi Hoo noona , yeppo ccossoyo !! “ . Itu masi ok .... and i will do it . Because she’s so beautiful ..... .

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Em... bahas apalagi yach
Mungkin
Artis wanita favorit .......
1. Fan Fan ( Fan Wei Qi )
2. Ariel Lin
3. Yoon Yi Hoo
4. Fish Leung ( Liang Yong Qi )
5. Selina – S.H.E

Artis pria favorit
1. Alan Luo ( Luo Ze Xiang )

Entertainer Favorit
1. F.T Island ( Korea )
2. V.O.S ( Korea )
3. Big Bang ( Korea )
4. S.G Wannabe ( Korea )
5. TVXQ ( Korea )
6. Da Mouth ( Taiwan )
7. Lollipop ( Taiwan )
8. Yoga Lin ( Taiwan )
9. S.H.E ( Taiwan )
10. Shinee ( Korea )
11. Epik High ( Korea )
12. Wonder Girls ( Korea )
13. RAIN ( Korea )
14. BoA ( Korea )
15. SS501 ( Korea )
16. Energy ( Taiwan )
17. Fly To The Sky ( Korea )
18. Anson Hu ( China )
19. Kenji Wu ( Taiwan )
20. Eru ( Korea )
21. Lee Seung Ki ( Korea )
22. Baek Ji Young ( Korea )
23. Michael Guang ( Taiwan )
24. J.J Lin ( Taiwan )
25. Ocean Ou ( Taiwan )
26. Jay Zhou ( Taiwan )
27. Angela Zhang ( Taiwan )
28. Zhang Hui Mei – AMei ( Taiwan )
29. VJ Isak ( Korea )


Diantara itu semua , hanya 2 entertainer yang punya tempat khusus dari gw .


They are :
F.T ISLAND ( Korea )
S.H.E ( Taiwan )


I gave their my best appreciate , because their songs i can said , is my favorite , is my soul of life . Specially F.T Island , i will always waiting for their next best creation .


I Love Indonesia & Korea


Yesterday was History
Tomorrow is Mystery
and
Today is Present


愛=痛=傷


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21-12-2008_20.33.21.46
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Norul Sarangahae

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21-12-2008_20.33.21.46
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Something for Tonight 

Yesterday was History
Tomorrow is Mystery 
and
Today is Present 

Hari ne , Perayaan Musim Dingin , makan besar sekaligus makan onde .
Fuuh ...... Udah 21 Desember , ga terasa , 4 hari lagi Christmas 

Hari yang sukacita , mengenang kelahiran Tuhan kita , Jesus Christ .
Datang diutus Bapa , guna menebus dosa manusia .

Jesus Lord , i’m proud of You . 

Hmm... kekna sebelum New Year , gw akan motong rambut mpe tinggal 1 ato ½ cm aja . 

I wanna let the history dissapear , and begin a new day at new year . 

Gak lama lagi juga ada 2 perayaan penting 
Tahun Baru Kabisat and Tahun Baru Imlek alias sin cia .

Hmm... time moves very fast .

Gak akan terasa kalo wa , uda bersiap memasuki usia 19 taon .
Makin tambah umur , makin dewasa dunk ( seharusnya ) . 

Hmm... i miss my Father , Jesus Christ , Moms Mary . 

And i love my Dad , my Mom , my Sister . And also my family .
Norul saranghae appa ....
Norul saranghae amma ....
Norul saranghae noona ....

Dont forget .... My soulmate , my Pal , my best friend . 
Norul Saranghae ........ 


Malem ini juga tersentuh dengan 2 lagu TVXQ ,
salah satunya lagu yang dinyanyiin ma Hero ( Kim Jae Joong ) , he sings that songs solo .
Judulnya 잊혀진계절 ( terjemahin sendiri yach , blum dapat ne , tar kasi tau de ). 

Khusus untuk lagunya Mr. Kim Jae Joong , kekna gw uda pernah dengar de ,
kalo ga salah itu salah satu soundtrack film . 

Biarpun mellow , gapapa lah , yang penting menyentuh gt . 


Jumat, 19 Desember 2008

愛=痛=傷

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19-12-2008_21.56
에프티 아일랜드 (- 1분1초도-)


I’m sitting here . Again , in front of my PC .
But it’s will not something wrong with my self

I’m feeling tired ...
Today , yesterday . I have doing something , that make me feel un-comfortable .....
I know what i’m doing .

I feel tired
Really tired
I won’t waking up
I want always stay here .
I tired if you ask me to live again
Love life , Friends life .
That’s make feeling tired ... again.... and again.... . 

I wanna hiding now
Spend somedays at silent place
Refreshing heart , mind , and soul

My soul have broken
My mind have freezing 
My heart already useless .

아레므 대누 미뉴헤루 좌아하뮨 고생 한다

I’m tired to say ; “ Saranghaenun Beobeoul Molaraseo “ .

I don’t know how to love ??? 


Fuuhh.... Is now because the sin of me ? 
Sin , Pain , Sick , Lost , Disappear .... !
Why there are that word in my life dictionary

I’ve hurting too much 
Why again...again..and again ???

Even now , i don’t know . Who I am ... What I am ?

Why i was born to this world ? 

This the process of life ... I know that ....

Anyone can give me the answer ? Who I am ? What I am 
I’ll become mad of this shit things . 
Too tired to wake up
Too tired to stand up 
Even to raise my hand i can’t 

Only Lonely
Only Alone
Alone Lonely 

Just wanna close my eyes and let the time pass away 
I don’t want to see , hear , and think about eveything 

I’m tired God
I’m tired ......

This the process .... this the process.

I’m tired .... I’m Tired... I’m really tired

All thing always again...again...again...and again ... and again ...

always again..... again...and again . 


헌자깃시브!!!!!!!!
정말미안하다

아파죽겠어


愛=痛=傷


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67_4-4rom de White-Shine _=_Xian_XiA-hn_Xian-G _=_Makmur Wijaya
19-12-2008_21.56.22.20
에프티 아일랜드 (-천둥-)


Rabu, 17 Desember 2008

Yesterday Love is Killing Me .Now I Kill the Love

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67_4-4rom de White-Shine _=_Xian_XiA-hn_Xian-G _=_Makmur Wijaya

16-12-2008_21.40

 王子 [ 棒棒糖 ](-对不起-)



Di hari selasa malem juga . Abiz balik kuliah , hari ini ga terlalu cape sech . 

Mood untuk beberapa hari ini stabil banget . Besok kekna mau online . Kalo bisa maen Audi . 

Sepertinya kali ini , wa uda bisa belajar and berdiri . Tak lagi terhadang oleh karang penderitaan , ombak ketakutan , badai penyesalan dan hujan air mata . 

Is this process being mature ? I hope the answer is “ Yes . This is “ .

Being like is process too .
Me , my self , have passed many experience . Sad and Happy .
Being mature is my dream
I think my dream already near to be comes true

A Boy changes to be A Man
I’m think I’m ready to welcoming the New Year 

2008 , this year , more pain and tears
2009 , next year , full of happiness 

Day by day . 
Me , this child 
Walking step by step being a mature boy 


사랑하는 법을 몰라서
will be a Memories for me . 
사랑하는 법을 몰라서
is my friend who accompanying me pass this year 
사랑하는 법을 몰라서
was the complicated song for me 
사랑하는 법을 몰라서
make me becoming stronger in the future
사랑하는 법을 몰라서
too important to me , without him i’m not here today 
사랑하는 법을 몰라서
is the VVIS ( Very Very Important Song )
사랑하는 법을 몰라서 
is Saranghaenun Beobeoul Molaraseo 


我着会说对不起 , 不会说别句话
请相信 , 一个这样的我
心 ,空白了.
我 ,倦了.
脑袋 ,冰冻了


我太累了
我该以经很辛福了吧
如果在接下去的话
我害怕辛福就短暫一秒就崩落
我以经付出太多了
我也各自苦痛


零九年我真的会快乐了
我相信


加油啊小祥
生命很快就会让你过阵真的辛福.

Yesterday Love is Killing Me . 
Now I Kill the Love


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67_4-4rom de White-Shine _=_Xian_XiA-hn_Xian-G _=_Makmur Wijaya
16-12-2008_21.40.22.30
 王子 [ 棒棒糖 ](-对不起-)